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here i am again...
the loser...
hmmm...
its kinda bored staying at home..
watching movie, music
luckily still got PC with me..
but.. however.. without going anywhere
i feel peace staying at home ^^v
home sweet home...
always my first choice for comfortable place


i hope i feeling well now.
i didnt visit her, because..
some reason maybe... ==
but, i really hope i will be ok..


i miss my friends..
three week didnt see their face
didnt hear their joke
less contact
all busy .. vacation, shopping, movie...etc.
and.. some of them busy dating?
hehehe... wish you all happiness ^^


anyone can sms me now..
i 100% surely will reply your massages
so.. welcome ^^


xxx...
wish you were here...

lolx... finally that i attend my classes ytd..
Well, something was happened...
1 on 1? Funny... Its a Fight =.="

After i reach home...
the most important thing was sleep ZzZzz untill now...
It's my STUPID life here =p
one WORD for it...
SIENZ 7~

I'm sorry
Don't get too shock okay?
You're on the same boat with me now
I'm very shocked myself
I just found out
I'm gay

I'm Gay
I'm GAY
I'M GAY
I'M GAY
I'M GAY

Okay, what are the odds?
nothing special at all...
I ask myself every single night before I doze off to bed
I sure or not
But,
The facts was...
Sorry... I'm not!
I just will interest on lady only


Come on!
Where are my angel?
with a blink of an eye,
and in the eye of another
I'm insincere
I'm blind
Temporarily.........

这几天都没上线
也没心情
但是
看了这个
http://sheaying.blogspot.com/2009/09/penangpart1.html
以及
http://sheaying.blogspot.com/2009/09/penang-part-ii.html
弄到我什么都写不出了
心情也变好了
这是多么好的回忆啊
第一次跟他们出去
第一次去那么远
第一次与他们一起坐车
第一次与他们meet
第一次与他们合伙买4D
第一次一起看电影
很多的第一次往往会演变成许许多多的回忆哦
就写到这了
没办法
谁叫sheaying那么lenglui?(事实上她很可爱)
什么都写出来了
你写完了咯?

我写什么?
wakaka...

不过也好~
你写得比较吸引!

一定很多"playboy" enjoy ur post d =p
Wish u all the best~





* the point in this post was
i still stucked at kampung alone =[

I know I need a friend that will take care always
someone I can talk to you with no blocked
who will understand what I am going through
when it comes to love
there's no easy answer
only I can say what I gonna to do
I hope can heard you on the phone
I took your call said you were alone
but I hope my phone can received massage too
But it's impossible
I know that isn't she the one gal
the gal who make me crying
isn't she the one who made me blue
when I remember those nights with her
I know I gotta make up my mind
Am I gonna stay with the one who I love
or Am I going back to the one I love
someone's gonna cry becuz this
It's me
when I know I had lost you
what I gonna say when she comes over
there's no easy way to see this through
all the broken dreams
all the disappointment
oh my god, what I gonna do
My heart keeps saying
“it's just not fair for me”
but still
I gotta make up my mind
I had to do this as well as I can
Can I do that?

WELL, i juz go watch a movie alone at 1u...
I was sleeping from this morning till this afternoon, 4 hour!
and my phone was quite... no one sms or call me...
i watched this wif lonely feel =(


Final Destination 4

Like this one. I just love seeing them how to DIE
I'm crazy, I know...

Some interesting scene here...



nice right? they all die =(
I won't allow myself to fucking care anything...
I lied to myself that I don't need anyone...
And I throw all that hurt to my own space...
Snap out of it...
Cheer Up!!!

8月23号睡觉起身已经是晚上十点多,冲凉以后就跑去学校附近找long读书,因为第二天就是malaysian Studies的考试了~结果还是通宵读书直到考试,就这样傻傻过了一晚!

8月24号考完试以后就回家了,什么地方也没去,躲在家什么也没吃,开电脑,上网看戏~可怕的是在家看戏看了2天2夜,也即是说3天没睡了,精神奔溃到有点sot sot了的~

8月25号在家挨饿且缺乏睡眠的我,在5点的时候,她问我要不要去看戏,然后我很不犹豫的回答了她,好啊!就这样,6点就飞去找她和同学出去看戏了~由于 我知道她没去过pavilion,所以特地带她去pavilion看一套戏,到了那儿,我们决定看泰国鬼戏The Screen,还蛮不错的~也很不意外的,看戏的时候,我又睡着了,没有一次跟她一起看戏是没睡的,因为跟她一起看电影时,坐她旁边,会给我一种安心的感 觉,令到我几天没睡的疲累好像被忘记了~当然我几天没睡也因为她,一闭上眼,就会让我想起了她,眼睛还会下雨~这种感觉很难受。 。 。看完了戏以后大概已经11点,所以我们就去附近的KLCC等待它关灯的那一刻~很成功的我们等到了12点关灯的一刻!之后就带她们回去kota damansara,但是到了那里,大概1点多这样,她们不要回家,所以就去学校对面的cova看风景,结果因为某些原因的关系,我们转移目标去 kepong,原本我想回家的,因为累到真的要死了~就快到我家附近时,突然想到不如去look out point等日出不是特别点?结果就去咯~去的途中,她突然大我我说,你敢咩?什么的…我就决定上云顶高原!那时已经是凌晨3点多这样,够力咯~那么夜还 上云顶,炸到99力! 4点多这样就到了云顶~到了那里,我们就像游民这样无脑到7点,然后就离开云顶去半山的寺庙那边玩玩拍拍照,也很搞笑的是,4个人,5架电话,4架没电 了~失踪了也没人知道,而且等下的早上11点还约了同学去one utama唱k…在那边胡闹到8点多这样就下山回KL了~回了到KL才9点多,就回我家去帮电话冲冲电~她们睡到像猪这样~我要谁也没得睡!到了早上11 点这样就离开我家出发去1 utama唱k…结果full house唱不到,就去看戏,结果timing问题,加上精神不佳的关系,就cancel了…之后就去BBQ那边吃火窝,又花钱…after that我回干妈家,找我表妹那些,因为她们要去我家玩…

8月27号一早起身带她们去tropic City Mall看戏,看第2次GIJoe…很出奇的是,真的证明了跟别人看戏不会睡觉,与她看戏才会睡觉的…是不是有问题呢?看完戏以后已经是下午了,然后就回 学校看下finance要怎样死才好…但是去到那边她很cool的眼神伤透了我的心…所以我就回家了,回到家我哥突然提议去sushi station吃buffet…吃饱了以后想到的当然是睡觉,但是明天是考试,什么也不懂,long告诉我说凌晨4点这样去找他读书,我也很勤劳的,5点 就起来了!呵呵…考试等死~

8月28号下午5点半,考试终于结束啦!哈哈~很恐怖的是他们打算去sushi station吃东西,炸到~我又去多一天!连续去真的会死了的,我是这样告诉自己的,但是重点是她有去,我就去了…也很恐怖的,我朋友刚好回 kampung,就11点多跟车回去了~半夜12点就到了!

8月29号我傻傻傻的表妹从johor也回来了,在这天也给她点了一下下…被她摆了一道之后,我就跟朋友去rex吃海鲜~几享受一下的咯!连续3天吃海味~真好命!然后晚上喝茶的时候,也决定了第二天一早去pulau pangkor玩~





8月30号出发去玩晒到我黑到像个印度人~没面回KL了,所以只好留在kampung做废才!很够力的是,吃了3天海鲜还不够,在从lumut回家的途 中,又跑去kampung cina吃海鲜!喝椰花酒,吃海鲜~晕掉~当天也很难的是跟MM聊了很久一回~很久没跟她face to face聊天了~

8月31号在kampung无所事事,就跟朋友去美罗打机顺便上网,半晚回到家,就给爸爸拉去安顺吃自由餐~而且又是海鲜!哇靠!连续吃了5天海鲜,不懂会不会惹了什么病~

9月1号就很多人就离开了kampung,走的走,去的去,kampung变得冷冷静静了~可是这也好,可以让我好好在kampung冷静一下下~什么事 都不用烦,冷静思考我要的是什么?我应该要怎么办?最后,到了晚上,我小啊姨一家要回KL了,结果又给我的家人拉去美罗吃海鲜=.=”连续6天的美食,而 且是海鲜,我还能怨什么?一个字形容是最好不过的了!晕~~~

9月2号~6号非常好!一点事都没发生!也很成功的那样!呆在kampung了几天~奇迹…每天吃喝呆哭~不赖嘛!在另一边的她不懂有没有想起我呢?我很想告诉她,我好想你~

~照片等我回到KL再upload~还在冷静中~

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