ClockTime
夜深了,一个人睡不着觉,想着一个人想到不会睡,
是在等一个人的来电吗?还是在等一个不会来的电?
自己的心中其实也没有底,也不知道自己在等什么,
你知道就算等到了他的来电,也绝对聊不过十句话,
你知道就算你有千言万语,接起电话的那一刻你都会忘了...
有时候我们等待一个人,我们心中并不是在思念他,
我们是在担心,我们是在胡思乱想,
我们是没有安全感,总在想他真的有那么忙吗,
为什么连通电话都没有,总在想他是不是和谁出门,
为什么不接自己的电话,总在想他对你的爱有多真,
为什么可以那么不在乎,
没有短信,没有电话,没有通知,没有问候,没有交待,
只有自己一个人傻傻地在等待着他的电话而睡不着...
后来,两个人争吵,他说你不给他自由,你不相信他,
可是,你心中明白,你不是不让他自由,而是你没有安全感,
你害怕他经不起那花花世界的诱惑,
你知道身边有他的身边有人要抢走他,
你害怕他就这样从你的身边一走了之,
你害怕回到一个人的生活不知道怎么过...
你觉得他变了,你觉得他不够在乎了,你以为他不爱你了,
或许你不知道,其实变的那个人是你,因为你太在乎他了,
你不能在接受他的身边还有其他的人与你分享他,
你不能再接受他对你的好只停留在从前的那么多,
你不能再接受只有你一个人傻傻地等待着他的来电,
因为你真的在乎了,你以为爱一个人就应该那么在乎...
因为在乎所以付出,因为付出所以希望得到回报,
因为希望有所回报,所以你不知觉中感到了寂寞,
寂寞,不一定是你爱的人不在你的身旁,
寂寞,是因为你爱的人在你身边,而你却害怕失去,
因为,你的骨子里始终缺少了那一份安全感,
你不害怕付出,为了他你可以付出许多许多,
真正令你害怕的是,你怕你的付出没得到你要结果...
因为在乎,所以害怕,因为害怕,所以没有安全感,
有时候,不是一个你爱的人变了,而是你变得在乎了,
有时候,不是他给你关心,而是你要的关心太多了...
不要轻易爱上一个没有安全感的人,
如果你不能像他为你付出一样地为他付出,
那最终伤心的人一定是他,
他很贪心,他很霸道,但他也专一简单,
至少他比你更在乎这一段感情,
至少他爱上一个人就不会轻易再放手了...
原来那些被人取笑的“妻管严” 不是他们真的无力反抗,
Deciding hang on to Fraser Hill this weekend^^Fraser Hill,Pahang just 103km off Kuala Lumpur, could provide immediate respite from tropical heat of Malaysia.
I'm happy with my life now
1) my girlfriend - she's the world sweetest girlfriend,sometimes she may not seem as though she cares but deep down my heart i know she loves me, and that's all that matters. I'm so glad that i have her,without her, i don't know what my life would be and because she's always there for me to support me,plan up for me,cares for me and I'm starting a whole new chapter of my life,all because of her. i love you.
2) my brain stuck two month and i became stupid. Lazy + Useless ;p
3) my old friends,they're all great people with different characteristics but long time we didn't meet up because of they forgotten me!
4) my family,I'm spending more time with them than last time. I used much money more than last time.Eat Buy Sleep because of them ;p
I'm 21 year old this year, no more kid's life. I will never make the same mistakes that I've made for the past years and making troubles and given my parents worries.
and to anyone that I've wronged them, in any way possible,here's my apology and i am sincerely sorry.
Bad memory gone. New life begin.
It's a good start and also a happy ending. I wish that.
now i want to live my life with no regrets.
welcome,my new life and let's celebrate!
waka waka!!!
GOaLLLL!!!!
FIFA 2010~
to my loved ones(Daphne Lew), and to all my family and friends...
LOVESSSSSS!!!
飞机的食物~
厕所2连拍
买名牌?去哪里?巴提亚也不错!
KL Clubbing? 去哪里?POPPY? 泰国也有,不过是喝酒的妓店~
在巴提亚待留3天2夜,下文待续~ 多谢欣赏!
对!
我是在emo吧?
因该是
或许是
maybe?
谁懂?
你懂?
厉害!
我也不懂!
问她
问你
问我
算啦
不重要
有三个字❤❤❤
我爱你
天天讲你知我知
虽然没新意
但有意思
你喜欢我吗?
不喜欢
无言
要怎么接?
很简单
你讲是不喜欢
心里想什么
我是知道的
你
懂的时候扮不懂
因为你是女的
我
不懂得时候扮好像懂这样
因为我是男的
我还以为他会在我家外面等我的原谅才回家然后明天早上和我一起上课! 但是这只是我的幻想,永远都不会实现!
错,你错了
不是我不想
是你不给
怎么说呢?
我问了你要陪我吗
你自己说不要
而且
你也不懂
等
这个字
我没做过吗?
我在你家门前等过几小时
结果呢?
所以我以为我知道你生气时就会不想理我
所以我没等
等
是一件不容易的事
再苦的等
我也等到了
你是值得我等一辈子的
你说
裂痕+失望=累?
不不不
失望?
做什么才可以令你失望?
伤痕?
你告诉过我吗?
累?
何来的累?
忙?
看来某人还重要过我吧?
哭?
骗不了人
我是坏人
你们是好人
你们是对的
我是错的
错!错!错!
对
呵呵
满意了吧?
朋友
我很多
呵呵
真多
我必须摆脱你们
你们也很忙
你们有找我就奇迹了
没人会理我了
就连我的❤人
也在忙
我很得空
因为
我是没人理会的废材
P.S for Dear: 有裂痕代表有回忆,有回忆代表曾拥有过,拥有过代表有付
两个字
失望
学我dear说
希望越大,失望越大
所以我不会再期待些什么
有时候有些东西不是不要买
是买了没意思
钱不是没有
问题是自己买给自己一点意思也没有
暗示不好
明示也错
没得冤
没得气
只能怪自己
人缘太好
好人难做
坏人容易极了
在此谢谢我现在的同学帮我庆祝生日
long, ping, angel, teddy and CK
当然少不了我的爱人
my darLing ~ Daphne
thanks for u guys best wishes and celebration with me
and my special gang : david and pearl (you guys knew it)
21th生日很平静地过去了
年年都很风光就不值钱了
选择一个人过...但是我有女朋友了
所以的所以
就不能了咯
因为我是幸福的
有了她的陪伴
刘美婷
我爱你♥
生日
只要有朋友的祝福
已经很满足了
至少你们有那份心意^^
谢谢你们给的,感恩♥
那些没心的,忘了的,故意的,还是没留意的
原谅你们
因为我自己知自己事
对
我是在说你,你,你!
幸福的简单
是你强求也没有的
相反的
美满的幸福
是有钱人才能体会的
简单的简单来说
我羡慕你们
来世我再庆祝得风风光光
感谢爸妈!
我已经是成人了
也谢谢哥哥的厚礼
也特别谢谢我的老婆仔
还是老婆仔最好^^
谢谢你
我们做人
要懂得感恩!
Just call me what you wish to call
Just a name
No matter to me
8 march 2009
I'm start pondering
What happened and why?
What will happening soon?
I can't believe it
I can't think it
I can't hope anything
WHY?
because
I enjoy sleep like a pig
eat like a bigger pig
I talk so much when I should shut up (醒目)
I'm disgusting
and I want everything that i could own (礼物)
Sleeping is my hobby
So?
It's mean I'm a pig?
Yes, I am that disgusting about something will happening soon(惊喜)
I could sleep everywhere anywhere anytime
Like every night I sent you back
I felt lonely
I knew that I was down and I knew that I sad weird
I felt uncontrollable on it
So, how did it happen?
Just because I'm a pig =D
Anyway, HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY to myself
I LOVE ME so mUchhhhh...
Some things are just unexplainable and unpredictable
❤.24.o1.2o10.❤
.Love me with0ut fear...
.Trust me with0ut questi0ning...
.Need me with0ut demanding...
.Want me with0ut restricti0ns...
.Accept me with0ut change...
.Desire me with0ut inhibiti0ns...
.For a love s0 free...
.Will never fly away..
And put myself together with you again
People come and go around us.
It's no matter to us.
But True Love stays forever.
Just like now.
I once told u
You're the one I love most,
and YOU will always be.
Keeping myself busy seems like a good way to overcome this disaster moment.
even though how much I wanted to hug u and kiss u,
but I can never do that now.
What I can do to help u and myself is to keep a distance away from you.
What to do?
I can't.
='(
This darkest moment will eventually pass us by and sooner or later we will move on our new life.
I believe You will find a solution.
At least I can truly give you the love that you deserve.
Say HELLO to,
My Love. =D
I've been getting a lot of attention from u
I've never felt loved like this before
You're always in my mind
4ever and ever
No more next time please.
never will it be enough for you.
It would not happened again and again.
This is my promise to you.
Just because I'm the loser, whatever.
What we still waiting for?
It's your LOVE.
And I gonna tell you that
I Love You, forever and ever.
Hope you will do the same on me TOO.