Enjoy My Life with TRIPs

這樣的決定
不知道什麼時候才會實行
可是面對你我竟然
失去了這些勇氣
抽煙不知道究竟是為了什麼
愛你彷佛也找不到什麼理由
或許你就像煙
無處不在
無法捉摸
總是在你的眼裡
看到那個被遺忘的自己
總以為只有你知道
很多事情我再也想不起
為什麼不想你
在一切都還來得及去想
為什麼不早遺忘你
不是離開
也不是失去
但是
我多麼想告訴你
這一切都不是我願意的
這條路少了你好難走
我才明白
戒煙容易
戒你太難....

its strange coz 2day have something that i never think that will happen really come out in my life...
many people always say like that but i never pay attention that what they talking about, coz i believe what i have.
after half year leaving chkl, all along we are sibling but suddenly the status change...
I feel hard 2 accept it.
a lot of thing come out of my mind.
these day really very relax and happy coz i don't think too much.
don't know how to describe the feeling...
hope i will find the answer as soon as possible...
GAMBATEH leh!!!!
BE BRAVE!!

don noe wat i can write
writing for wat?
why i should writing?
suddenly don noe why i do tis...
hais..
pointless to everything thing now,
really don noe wat can i do,
n doing for wat?
sleep?(actually didnt sleep well after my final exam)
playing gg?(playing myself for?happy? sohai!!!)
dating?(i don think i will date ppl, or date by others...)
smoking?(don make me do tis anymore)
chui shui?(to? for?)
c movie?(wif? money come from? some time will let me feel tat waste money n time)
blogging?(no ppl view de lar, write for? n less ppl will gif me comment)

*juz hv a 6aAi gathering last night,
not all the classmate attend tis time,
n no time for chatting,
beside tat, juz on9, play game? singk? or gamble?
sienz lar..
but i noe tat we juz can do tat...
after tis let me feel tat waste time again,
speechless for tis time gathering.

i think, now is the time to action do something preparation for chase gal liao...
lookig for a gf now!!! i was lonely!
who was interesting pls call me!
0124330414! G@y or boy also allowed!
anti playgal n playboy thx^^
大便卖o~(sheaying's skill)

我...
我靜靜的時候就代表我不開心...
不講話的時候代表我心情不好...
很早睡覺代表我需要冷靜...
需要冷靜時就代表我有煩惱...
煩惱從何來??
只有我自己知道...
我重要嗎??答案明顯的很...
我只是一個普通人...
不想受傷害...
啊...
我覺得我很自私=.=
肥肥的我~嚴重!!
減肥嚕~~
很多東西都在改變...
你我他...
好像都在變著...
感覺一切快要結束了...
也許到最後的結果...
真的是...
只剩我一個人...
手上拿著煙...
越抽越愁...
唉....
最近心情很容易就會變down..
是怎麼了...
快瘋了...
我沒答案就是沒答案!!!
我不要再聽到這些!!
整天打機打機打機..
悶掉==
不過打機不錯囉...
可以發洩下~ 哈哈...
很搞笑.. 哈哈...
悶!!!!!!
好了啦~
我的問題我自己解決><
不要為我擔心(沒人會關心我的啦)..
有些東西...
我覺得很辛苦了..
睡覺睡到真辛苦...
好壓力...
好累好累好累!!!!